secret admire ?

hey ya'all , today i'm gonna tell you about .. err , idk how to explain act . okayh , dgr jer lh baek2.
de bdak nie nme HANAFI . dier de mnx cpl ngn aku ari tu , tp aku xnk , so aku slow talked ngn dier , aku ckp "hanafi , i ..err, i sbnrnyr xblh terime , cause ..err , act i xde prasaan ape2 kt u, i just nk kite kwn jer , ag pon , kalo kite cpl en ,then kite gado pastu break ngn gado cm bodo , btol x ?" then dier ckp "ala , xde mkne nyr i nk marah u kalo u dh xbuat salah ". HUUUHHH ?! okayh , fine , alhamdullilah , bnde dh lepas pon ,then ! OMG ! baru2 nie , aku dlm klas tgh blajar , tibe2 de classmate aku nie dtg kt meja aku , smue org diam jer pndg aku trmsk teacher tgh mgajar kt dpn .
H:ain , err. ikot aku ngy blakng jup.
A:huh ? knape dowh ? ;O
then kteorg ngy blakng , tp xjd cause tchr ingt kteorng nk 'BERDATE' lh knon , then , smue org trun bwh untk ambek buku teks .
tibe2 hafez pggl aku .
A:erh hafez , knape tdy ? ape yg ko nk ckp ?
tibe2 tyme nie , masya allah , dier kluar de bntal kechick love .
H:nah , de org bg ko . dier suro aku bg ko .
A: huh ? weyg sape doe ? ko nie biar betik !
H:aku xnmpk muke org tu , betol , dier tunduk pastu dier suro aku bg bnde nie kt ko.
A:eee, ko nie jgn tipu aku doe !
eleeh , sbnrnyr , hafez tau muke org tu cmne , adeyh .
then tyme rehat en , hanafi ngn membe2 dier usha aku , aku ngn kwn aku ngy lari msok klas .
then membe2 aku ckp , "erh , aku rse hanafi lh ain , sape ag en ? pastu knape dier nk usha2 ko ?"
then , aku suro classmate aku , norman bg bantal tu kt hanafi ,
A:erh norman , naah . ko bg nie kt hanfi . ko ckp yg aku xblh trime .
N:yelah , ko tgk lh ape aku ckp kt dier nnty .
then balek tu , tibe2 hanafi hntr cmnt kt aku ,
"erh u , bkn i lh yg bg love tu ! laen kali periksa dlu bru bg !
erh satu ag , u prnah cpl ngn norman en , asal xcpl smpi skung ?!"
WHAT THE F______ ! ASL TETIBE DIER NK MARAH EN ?!
saatu ag , aku xprnh cpl ngn norman , FYI !
URGHH !
kalo bkn dier , knape dier ambek en ?
HURM !
okayh skung , cube korg fikir ,
sme de dier malu nk bgtau yg dier bg or ...
MEMANG ORG LAEN ?
arghh ! FCOL ! sape doe ?
cehh , cmne kalo laki hensem sado yg bg kt aku ? haha , myesal en . *tibe2 mood gatal ;D
tp seriously , it is him ?
urgghh -______-
hey hanafi ,
if u're reading this ,
i want u to knw , that .. err. will you stop being so .. err , idk , awkward ?
i xske org yg cm , memksa okayh , bkn ape , i dh ckp just nk jd membe .
tp u brkeras jgk ,if ur the one who gave that pillow , then , u knw what i meant rite ?
i can't accept u . i dnt have feelings at u , i dnt even love u dude .
now stop please . please just being normal .

p/s:i still think it's u . yelah , asl tetibe maen cmnt ngn pmpuan laen weyh ?
asl u online and i online , u x hntr cmnt kt i ?
kalo x dlu bkn maen smagt ag .
adeyhh -____-